People.. Stop reading my posts! Hahhahahahaaa....

I have the sudden urge to blog. I have no idea why. Usually I am one of those who would just read other's blog, laugh or cry, or just go along with any other emotions portrayed in their postings. But today, I woke up with words in my head and a huge smile on my face. Why the smile? I don't know. I have been in this happy mood lately... well.. for the past few weeks, and it kinda scared me at first, but then again, I told myself "I DESERVE THIS".

What have kept me smiling for the past few weeks.. What is this happiness I feel... This feeling.. is still brand new to me... It's scary, but with a tinge of softness that makes me want to surrender to the temptation... I know.. I know.. I must fight... Should I? I must.. I must.. I MUST... Please, I am on my knee... Please, give me strength...

I had these words in my head this morning.. It's a new area I am writing about, as my previous is more in the darker side... It is not complete yet.. still in the process of polishing, but I feel that I want to share first.. and then polish it later... So, here goes...

You came knocking on my door of life
And entered into my heart.
I thought it was just a tiny thing
But it grew into a huge feeling.
Without bells without alarms
You captured me with your charms.

Every morning when I open my eyes
My very first thoughts are on you.
Your warm radiant eyes
Warms up the coldness of my feet.
The caress of your voice
A perfect melody to my ears.
Your loving smile
Touches the far corners of my blossoming heart...

(to be continued...)