Mumbles... Grumbles... Stumbles...

Been wondering lately (probably due to current mood swings and lack of rest), I never involve my besties in any of my activities. Well, I do inform them, but somehow, we are friends not through these portfolio. Here's my argument:

1. I am involve with the Counseling Services Centre in IIUM. Granted, I joined way before I met Waji and Miera, and i did try to invite Sofia to join. But in reality, this is my activity which I do alone, with other peer members, but not my besties.

2. Sports. I decided and wanted to do sports because I know I cannot keep still. Granted, Waji do basketball and dancing, but we didn't meet due to this instance either. And neither did anyone came to support my games (yep, had my bluey moments. Of course friends from the hockey team supported me, the boys Din and Zul, and all the other girls. Guess I shouldn't really complain. Even my roommates did not come to watch my final match - guess it was coz of the rain) And when I was in school too, Jme and the rest of the gang were not active on the fields. I was the one who like to play in the rain, getting soaked wet, or running in the middle of the day, getting burnt to crisp.

3. Writing. Granted, Miera and Waji are better writers than I am. Yet, this semester is killing our creative mind. Plus, got acquainted wif Ifran, a writer who actually publish his works. I don't think I will, except for very few, general topic ones. I was always for my blue period (Lilo and Stich)

4. Opinions. Yep, this one is mine alone, although I have met a few who share some of the same views. Here, I share some similar views wif Jun and Ifran.

5. My artistic (or rather non artistic) flair. Haha.. I shared this with sir Jo the other day, mentioning that I am not really in the creative process, more on the technical stuff. Guess, when you love to take things apart as a kid, you should be doing engineering, not human sciences. I don't really know why I am here yet. Still got stuff to figure out. I suppose this also goes to my next point, which is...

6. Science... Science... Science. Yep, I love science. I just hate the calculation part. I am totally interested in how the Earth moves, how life begins, how things works.. all the hows and whys I can ask, and hopefully be answered in due time. Talk about being a nerd. Goes wif the glasses though.

7. My alone time. Yep, everyone have their moments. Being able to predict them is somewhat scary yet helpful.

8. Tomboy. Yep, I have to admit, I was a so-called one. I don't really admit to it, coz I never really wanted to be a boy, just wanted to do everything that boys can. Climbing trees, jumping off ledges, playing footie and beating the boys team, being good in electronics and woods workshop. Not so much of the Girl Power crap, I just love being rough. Must be in the genes somewhere. Hey, people in NASA, when you find out, just holler me, aite!

9. Freedom. Yep I cherish this the most. No one can control me or take away this part which keeps me sane and alive. Which means... I do what I wanna do, and you can't stop me. And I will take responsibility of the consequences, good or bad.

Ok... here's to another session of Mumbles and Grumbles... Start with some issues, ends with a totally non-connected topic. Yep, and people think they got me figured out. HAH! In your face!
PLrtttTTT... =P